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Tune Inn
01:47
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My mind is turned on and my TV is off tune in the static of my brain to blow the currents of conditioned self I felt like I was lost but now I’ve found myself a positive self image to crush this ethnocentric being. Believe in tomorrow and I’ll embrace today binding pieces left to replace the whole. Fight for tomorrow because that’s all that’s left the past set in stone etched with fire that’s burned holes in my soul the sames of time have not been kind. Like knives to your chest that will put me to rest. Watching all the people come and go a series of damages selves bound to explode but I’ve got a grip on reality so watch me go so watch me go. Like knives to your chest that will put me to rest. Beat society to death and make it slow a looking glass self of our cultures face when I wake up tomorrow I’ll pray things have changed fuck that I’ll make my own change. Fight for tomorrow because that’s all that’s left the past set in stone etched in fire that’s buried holes in my soul the sands of time have not been kind. Like knives to your chest that will put me to rest.
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Polarities
01:07
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An involution action reignite a fire burns in my spine take my core to replace the ignorance with an upheaval of consciousness a mind full of stones a heart full of chaos return to balance the suffering return to catch myself while falling I don’t know how to explain this sick brain. In the streets I see the same addiction mental illness soul sickness as a youth I didn’t know how to still the mind. Manic oblivion this kid was blind. A characteristic flaw I think not nor an existential dread to bludgeon the plot. A euphoric ecstasy an intrusive paranoia western religion says I’m sinning now I’ve been given control. Learn burn repeat ignite.
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Patterns
00:45
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Implode. My head is strong. Rework. My life is just beginning. Believe. In a new tomorrow. Recreate. Finding patterns in my life digs up graves shows me the whole picture and its guiding light the thought of being buried before I’m done. My head is strong. Rework. My life is just beginning. Believe. In a new tomorrow. Recreate. If the pattern goes my mind will erase not etched in stone this will slow my pace depression will bury me but instead of shame and guilt I’ll take the mindful path.
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Strata
01:56
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Forced to imagine a world where I can be myself all this guilt and shame I don’t know where to turn for all that I’ve left behind and for all that I’ve felt there’s no way to address all the selves I’ve killed I am still not I but a mask made of stone an ego filled to the brim ready to be set ablaze forcing myself to believe in the other I. And I will seek redemption for what I’ve caused never to look away or bury the self. An undertow of past regrets to fully realize where I’ve been unearth the killing dream of what I meant to do gut wrenching desires douse my head in flames a dissociation from the mind I begged myself to never look behind so I’ll take all I’ve learned so I don’t suffocate. The I in me that’s left to live in this bastard place of mirrors the material world is suffering the material world is suffering.
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The Bar
01:08
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Expolde relality and adjust to the thought of having nothing at all [being no one at all] an involution fire burning strong. We should never seek outside ourselves [to prolong illusion]. If I start today I can feed myself a spiritual digestion of a true reality belief in today is all that’s left at the end of the day I’ve truly done my best. Excepting the now I’ll put a spark in myself. If I fall short of standards set I’ll force myself to realize there’s no bar at all. When tomorrow comes what’s left. The Bar.
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Neglect
00:59
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I am pro-change I don’t look away at all the people changing or staying the same in this life I won’t regret all the things I’ve done stagnation makes me insane. All the friends I’ve gained and the ones that slipped away I see your face turns my stomach inside neglect to our friendship you were never real. Change. Disappointment in me disappointment in you fuck you.
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Black Holes
01:13
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If I fly for too long I might just fall into razor sharp serpents comfort me in their tangled bodies cutting my inhibitions deep spilling my oldest passions replacing them with black holes I have become you. There’s beauty in illusion balancing love with pain. I have become who I most desired to become a series of separate selves all merging into a whole continuous being stretched across space and time with no clear view of a beginning or an end or a promise of everlasting salvation or everlasting peace I have become myself. A flow of being always becoming. Traveling through time you can be reserved a seat for the history of rememberance by now well deserved don’t judge me don’t judge me self actualizing doesn’t make me more of a man but gives me a clear view of reality. A flow of being always becoming. I have become who I most desired to become in a series of separate selves all merging into a whole continuous being stretched across space and time with no clear view of a beginning or an end or a promise of glorious salvation or everlasting peace I have become myself.
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Now
01:19
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Neurological oblivion shell of a man rampant shards of metal scratch at my brain running fast but no one is home. Redemption redemption beast of a man astral body please take hold sit down and shut the fuck up radical acceptance it’s all in how you see it. Silence bursting into flames to torch the fired of ignorance these anxious days can steal me away piece my mind back together keeping hold. Outstretch my hand to the next man this time I’ll follow my breath and overstand the world.
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Locked Up Dead
01:36
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A generation of youth unfolds and endless story left untold these kids have no say in what is done to separate themselves from the mold. Take a step into the world of a kid without a cause another bastard youth in the rough of it all the streets are their homes but where will they lay when the hammer comes crashing down nothing left for their futures and forget about their pasts sorrowful suffering is all they know where will they go locked up or dead. As the cycle remains the parents passed it along abuse and neglect will be passed on to the next kids and the cycle will start again. The parents shame and guilt can’t fix the accident just made not yet developed into adults themselves just throw it all away as the shelters in the city are filled to the brim these children are bound to pain and suffering but it’s ok because the state takes them away no solid ground to stand on the kids will pay. Mental illness and addiction has become their only way as the cycle remains it will be past along. Where will they go locked up or dead. A generation of youth unfolds an endless story left untold these kids have no say in what is done to separate themselves from the mold.
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